Tonight my heart is full, with so many emotions, joy, sorrow, guilt and gratitude . I just don't understand how all these conflicting emotions can fill your heart so strongly at the same time..  

This last week we have learned about the trials of several families that attend our church. 

Sweet Kelsey, who's son was stillborn. Peyton Ricker, 6 years old, diagnosed with Pontine Glioma, a very aggressive tumor in the middle of his brain stem, inoperable.  And 2 year old Sarah Giles, diagnosed with Anaplastic Astrocytoma, a malignant brain tumor in the thalamus. Both sets of  parents were told there is no cure, to enjoy their children and their remaining 6 months. 

 Each of these families are amazing and faithful.  Many prayers have been said on their behalf. But yet they are suffering. My heart aches for them and my love and admiration grows for them as I watch their quite strength. 

I am grateful that each family has the knowledge that we have a loving Heavenly Father that has a plan for their sweet perfect children.

I am also grateful for my sweet children, that at times make me absolutely crazy. I am grateful that tonight I got to sit by each of my children's bed as they slept. I am grateful that our Heavenly Father entrusts us with these sweet spirits, even if it is for only a time. 

I love you Marshall, Victoria, and Isabella